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and a prev post kinda made me think maybe u guys could help me out.
so I'm writing a story about a girl that has and Eating disorder for my stupid psyc class, lol. (have any of you seen the old Disney show "In a Heartbeat" well if u have I'm baseing the story around that, w/ Brooke(Val's little sis) having the ED.
If u havn't the show was about High School EMT's, and one of them had a little sister, and I'm making her (brooke was her name) the main character.
neway I'm stuck the last think I have is where my main character decides to skip school (which she never did before) cuz she can't face her classmates because her ED has told her she's going to screw up etc...
I'm using basically what my ED says to me to be the "voice" of the ED during Brooke's POV's, and just making up Val's Pov's, with story in between, it's all in first person cuz it's easier to write for me. but idk what write next. The very last paragraph I have is Val(her older sis and EMT) finding out that Brooke never showed up to school and is now rushing home to help her mom find her. lol
Main Characters:
Brooke age 12
Val, 16 (Brooke's sis, and EMT)
Tyler 16 (val's boyfriend and other EMT)
Hank 16 (EMT)
Jamie(EMT) and
Val and Brookes Mom
thats all as of right now if u guys have any ideas for any other characters I could bring in or any other ideas about what to right next, please let me know, this isn't due until the end of the sem. I'm also going to post this in my journal so if u have any ideas later on u can send them to me if u friend me. lol
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| I've told my sister(sorority) a while ago about my ED and she never approached the subject again, when i told her to forget about it. she had/has one also. tonight I was a little drunk but not too much and I told her that monday when I was sober I wanted to talk to her privately about it, and she was fine with that....however I'm sort of regretting it, I'm just scared of what she might think of me or if she'll judge me, ya know. She's usually not that kind of person like she's really nice and ususally doesn't judge ppl, but I don't know how to approach the convo. I want to keep this convo i don't want to back out of it I want ot get better and i feel like she can help me get started but I feel like ED will tell to stop me because she's(ED) already telling me I'm an idiot for telling someone, I'm scared I just need reassurence to talk to her on Mon but I want to know the truth. Am I makeing the right descision to talk to her?
sorry if this doesn't make any sense like I said I'm a little drunk, lol(yes I'm 21). But i really want to know your opinion on whether or not I'm making the right descision to tell her, ( I can't tell my rents or a doctor yet I'm not brave enough). | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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| | sometimes i have this voice inside my head screaming at me..."I WANT HELP, PLEASE HELP ME, PLEASE RECOVER" but whenever i start considering it...the voice goes away and i get scared, because I don't want to come home from college, and my parents are overprotective so i think they might make me saty at home, and if i did go into recovery i would want to come back to school and stay up here at school(not commute 30 min) after i got out...so that fear always over rules...that and the fear that I'm not skinny enough yet(I'm really not) to be taken seriously. SO i never got talk to anyone...like i was thinking about a school counseler/psycologist...but i can never make myself walk into that center...does anyone else get this? | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | I've fasted today and kept it up thanks to aderal, and I went to all my classes!!! YAY! haha, I'm going to fast tomorrow except for din w my rents so hopefully that won't make me gain to much weight, do u think i should just take normal portions and don't eat it all or take small eat it all (almost) and say I ate lunch....? Thx! xoxo | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | wll i was able to avoid lunch today w/ my BIGSIS but now I have to go to a cookout for a RUSH event, I've already used the excuse I'm not hungry right now today, so should I just use something like I don't eat meat, and junk food? Also how do I keep from eating, like I havn't eaten all day (I'm fasting), and I kno once I get hter and smell all the bbq food and stuff I'm going to want to eat how can I not? thx! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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I'm crying right now because it jus hurt so much! My big in my sorority was jus joking she said but idk! I was out w/ her and we were all talking and i was getting ready to leave towards the end, and she was like u need to come to lunch w/ us tomorrow, and i was like idk maybe...(trying to keep her satisfied)(she was drunk), and she was like "NO U have to you wierd anorexic skinny girl" "we're going to put some fat on that tiny butt of yours", and idk y but it hurt so bad! I love her to death but it's jus like, did u have to say that? I txted her once i got hme and said it hurt, and she was like I was jus kidding but even if she was it still hurt ya kno? I jus don't kno how to handle it? I'm supposed to be fasting tomorrow because I ate today, but should i go tomorrow and jus play w/ my food to make it look like I'm eating or make up an excuse?? I just...idk it hurt so bad because we're so close and idk what I'd do if she found out I really was anorexic, and to think she supects it, is just driving me nuts! thanks for listening I'm so glad I have u guys!!! xoxo | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | I've had an ED for almost 2 yrs, but only recently has it become noticeable...even to me... My BIGSIS is coming to visit this thurs and i need to know how i can hide it from her, or if she comments like "you've really lost weight" how to react so she doesn't suspect. (I've recently lost 15lbs,,,I now weigh 118 and still loosing). how can I do this so she doesn't freak out and worry bout me?? thx xoxo oh I'm 5'6, and the ED hasn't been really full blown until the past couple months(4mo). | | comments: Leave a comment |
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